Hated hopes

I stare vacantly at my cat print pajamas while I sit directly under the fan drying my damp hair. My mobile's charging in a corner. Strands of hair circle the corner of the room - my own tumbleweed. I turn to look at my computer screen. No updates on my FB home page or on your twitter. I think about how my cold war with you is not working out. I know you noticed, just as I know you are growing to be stubborn. This time I'm not going down. What you did was wrong and I refuse to initiate any conversation.

A part - prophetic quote descends as a new story on my FB home page -

Apologizing doesn't always mean that you're wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego


Yeah, Right! What else does that mean? You apologize when you are wrong. Else you don't. And right now, I'm waiting for you to do just that.
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I shall post something on twitter or FB. Obviously you check that more than you notice me sitting right across you. I shouldn't be leaving hints - You have to be an idiot if you don't know why I'm angry by now. But I guess you are. Else you wouldn't have done what you did.
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Hmmpf. False alarm. That was just a marketing call. Now, what shall I post?
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Sounds of silence

Buildings withdraw on either side

Lights flash and flee 

There's the music on again.

Beats and voices rhythmic and recurring

You tap and hum

sing and drum

there's honking and

occasional cursing.

Motors and tires

roar and screech.

There's talking and laughter

on the radio.

Its contained, echoed,

deflected.

Chimeric Shadows

blotch face contours.

the road continues to slip beneath tires.

A lonely sodium orange witnesses

my return.

We stop and

All i remember

up my stairs

is how our silence sounds.

Things to say

I can talk about the moonlight

Twas Beautiful - sitting under the starry sky.

I can talk about the breeze.

It was gentle ,

Neither too warm or cold -Just right.

I can talk about the music.

It was loud, but it was alright.

I can talk about the food.

not many options but it was good.

I can talk of the ambiance

Near the pool - about 10 people max.

Left alone, none to bother.

It was perfect actually.

Well almost.

Don't ask me why?

I dont wanna talk about you.